i was just thinking.... i was at a "public" event about a couple of weeks back.
and i was "made" to sit next to this girl whom ive never really had a conversation with. so we both tried to talk about the surrounding, the weather.. blahblahblah. and i really wasnt in the mood to actually do smalltalks since i didnt sleep the night before....

and so i think i said very superficial stuff. stuff that is so fake, i think that i wouldnt even want to talk to me if im not me. am i making sense?

so plastic, but not fantastic. i think this girl prolly thinks im the worlds most superficial person. its not my fault! you cannot 'click' with the world!!!!!!!!!!!!